And there lays the difference between before and now.
Today I KNOW that the choice to be happy is mine. No one else is responsible for how I feel.
Not anyone or anything else is responsible for what I do or say or think.
BTW... It is not as simple as it sounds. I have so many wishes that I believe if they were fulfilled all would be better.
I cannot rely on those. Simply because I have no control over such things. I have no control whether or not someone likes me or not. Or what it is that they want from life. Or what they believe in.
Oh.. how I wish!
but back then... in the "before" place it was my belief that if they loved me they would do as I wished. I then considered myself unlovable since that seldom happened!
Today I KNOW that the choice to be happy is mine. No one else is responsible for how I feel.
Not anyone or anything else is responsible for what I do or say or think.
BTW... It is not as simple as it sounds. I have so many wishes that I believe if they were fulfilled all would be better.
I cannot rely on those. Simply because I have no control over such things. I have no control whether or not someone likes me or not. Or what it is that they want from life. Or what they believe in.
Oh.. how I wish!
but back then... in the "before" place it was my belief that if they loved me they would do as I wished. I then considered myself unlovable since that seldom happened!
Comments
Post a Comment